Sunday, July 22, 2007

uski nashe mein

Likh rah ahoon uske liyeSabko dikhathi hoon
Deewana hoon meri baatoin ka saari duniya
Who bhi padthi he mere likhafa
Par kyun who mujpe fida nahi

He jadoo uski baatoin mein
Kuch to hei jalwa uski aankhon mein
Who jab samne aathi hei
To kho jaata hoon mein sapnom mein

Paagal dil hein mera jo kho
gaya uski khayalom mein
Sutar gaya hoon mein
Uski yaadoin mein

Bas ek baat pata hein mujko
Deewana hoon mein uski nase mein

aaj bhi intezar karoonga ther liye

pyar kya hota he sabko maloom he
uski intezaar bhi meetha hota he
pyar to sabko khusi deta he
par woh humko nahi milti uski chot mujko pata he

ishq ki sukh sabne paaya he
dilon ko jodne waale khush nazeeb hai
woh eeswar ki icha poori karti hai
kabhi yeh soch he ki dil tootne ki dard kya hei

pyar karne waale rona chahogi tho ro nahi paayega
jab tak man mein ek dusra he
jiska dil toot gaya woh andar rote bhi bahar haste hai
uski aankhon ki aasu koyi dekha he

door rahte huye bhi pyar karte he usko salaam
ki milan ki ghadiyaam meeti hoti he
jiski pyar paas rahte huye bhi inkaar hota hai
sirf yeh kahogi " aaj bhi intezaar karta hoon tere liye"

tu mere liye kay ho

aaj bhi meri aankhom mein thum bhasi ho jaanam
mere dil leke thum kaham chali gayi
saari din sapnom mein aathi ho sanam
mere chein churaake thu gayi
sanam thu yeh nahi jaanti ki mein tumpe marthe ho

there aawaz sunne ke liye mein thadaptha raha
there cheher ke liye in aankhom saara duniya
thumko sunne ke liye mere man gaati raha
lekin thum yeh nahin jaanti ki sanam ki thu mere liye kya ho

mere doston ne mujhko aashique kaha
saari duniya ne mujhko paagal samjha
mene apne aapko theri deewaana samjha
par sanam tune mujhko apne dost samjha

pranay kalam

Ellarkum undu pranayam chialarkathu santosham aannekilchilarrku oru viraham aanuathu matu chilarkaakatte athoru sukham ulla vedana aanu chilarkko jeevikkan ulla prateekshayum aanu. Athupole oru katha athanu ithu .

Budapest. Auto mobile buisinessukaarude nagram Audiyudeyum BMW vinteyum Volks Vaganteyum okke janma sthalam. Trainil irikkukyaayirunnu avan peru Ajay. avan laptop thuranu email vaayikkan thudangi. Pathivu official mailsinu idayil oru puthiya mail. Lakshmi nair. Avan akamshayode mail thurannu.
Dear Ajay.
How r u. hope u doing fine. I am coming to budapest I will be reaching there on Sunday oct 6th morning flight.
Lakhsmi
Avanu santosham aayi varshangalkku sesham aanu avalude vili kelkkunnathu krithyamaayi parnjaal 7 varshangalkku sesham. Train munnottu athivegam neengi kondirikkukayaanu. Avante ormaklum pirakottum.
.kochi enthinum ethinum ponna Kochi ellarum arabikadlinte raniye kandda sundaramaya oru nagarama ayirunnilla athu. Fort Kochi athaayirunu sarikkum kochi. Enthinum thayyaraya gunda sankhangalude thavalam. Ethrayo perude chora veenu kuthirnnidam . ethrayo ammamarudem bharyamarudem kanneeru veenu sapam labhicha mannu. Ethrayo penkuttikalude manam vittu kasaakiya mannu. Fort Kochi athayirunnu. 1000 roopa koduthal areyum konnu tharum avide athinu varunnatho collegil pokunna prayathil ulla payyanmar 16 um 18 um vayasullavar.

Mahathma Gandhi colony. Peru pole alla thu Fort Kochiyude hridyabhagathu sthithi cheyyunna oru cheri. Athayirunnu Mnahathma Gandhi colony. Mayakku marunum penvanibhavum pattapakalu polum nadakkunna sthalam. Aarum kayaran bhayapedunna. Colony.

Govrnment college of engineering. Sadaranakkarkku vendi thudangiya college . pakshe padikkunnavaril bhoori bhagavum sampannarude makkal. Orutharam bhranthu pidicha kalayalam. Athayirunu a college.

Aviduthe Mechanichal Engineering departmental ninnum head of departmentinte sabdam kelkkam.
“Ajay I know ur good in studies but this is too much. Ninte mattu pravarthikalkkoke njan kshamichathu nee padikkum extra curricular activities okke nallathanu ennathu kondu mathram aanu. Allathe nine pedichitto vendenu vicharichitto alla. But this is too much. Pdippikkunna adyapakane chavittuka ennodkke parnjal . this is over the limit. Ur suspended from the college for 15 days.”
“look at arrogance in his face. How dirty this fellow is” paranjathu Mathew sir aanu. Avan ayale rooksham aayi onnunokki . ayal mukham thazhthi kalanju.

Enittu avan suspension orderum medichu purathekku irangi.
Avae kathu avante koottukar okenilkkunnudaayriunnu. Ellakaryathilum avane avarkku bahumanam aanu chilakarythil pediyum.avan thante bikil kayari athu varunathu kandal aarum vazhi maarikodukkum athrakku pediyanavane. \alkottathil ninnum aro parnju. Ho kurachu divasathekku samdanam aayi ini varillalllo.

Aaranu athu parnjathu ennu avan thiranju nokki aale kittiyilla.mungi kalanju. Pakshe sound avanu mansilaayi. Athavan muhammed Mustafa. Avante ettavum valiya ethiraali nagarathile pramukh swran vyapariyude makan. Avan avide ninum ner epoyathu mahathma Gandhi coloniyilekkanu. Avide avan ajay alla.

Vettujay aanu. Stahlathe main kotteshan teamile thuruppu cheettu. Paryan oru paniyum undu erachi vettu. Adyam okke visappadakkan aayittanu thudangiyathu irachi kadayill ninum. Pakshe avide vana balakrishnan sir anau avne schoolil cherthathu. Angane avan padikkanum thudangi.. padikkan midukkan aayirunu avan. Pakshe thanthayillathavan ennulla viliyum ammayude kashtapaadum ellam avane veendum theruvil ethichu. Paditham pakshe avan mudakkiyilla. 12 aamathe vayasil aayirunnu aa sambhavam nadannathu. Annu ammaye kayar I pdikkan nokkiya karadi bharagavan enna coloniyile gundaye avan kuthi . annu muthal avanu chora oru harmaayi maari thane vedanippichavare ellam avan thirichum vedanippichu.

Pinne kaasum kittanthudangiyathode avan aaproffesionilekkirangi angane ajay vettujay aayi. Innu avane ellavarkkum pediyaanu. Angane avan engineeringinu chernnu. Collegil adikam aarkkum avane ariyillayirunnu. pakshe avideyum avan ellavareyum salyam cheythu. Ippol third year aanu avan collegil. Oru nissara karyam aanu latest prasnam . study toor engottu pokanam ennu. Athutheermunaikkunnathinu idakku tharkam ayi. Thanrakam pariharikkan vanna sirinte nenchu nokki oru chavitu. 15 diasm suspension kitti.

15 divasngalkkuu sesham avan collegil thirichethi. Aadyathe lakshyam Muhammed Mustafa ye kanukka kennathayirunu athinaayi avan second year electronics classilekku poyi. Kanukayum cheythu. Avan ottakaayirunnila avide. Avante gang muzhuvan undayairunnu. Enthokaruthi kootti irikkunnahtu pole. Avante varavu prateekshichu irikkunnathu pole.

“Varoo varoo ee colleginte raajavinu swagatham. Adiyangal paavam prajakal enthanaavo cheyyendathu.” Kaliyaakkiyulla mustafayude samsaaam athu ketu koode chirikkan oru class muzhuvanum. Avanu deshyam vannu. Appolaanu avan athu sradichathu ithonnum sradikkathe entho karyam aayittu ezhuthunna oru penkutti. Avan avale veendum veendum nokki. Nokikondeyirunu. Appolekkum msatafayude kalykaal kazhinju kaiettam thudangiyirunnu. Avar avane classil ninum thallii purathakan sramikkukka ayirunnu. Avn anenkil aapenkuttiye kanimmakkathe nokkukayaayirunu.
Eppolo chinthayil ninnuyarnna avalum enthanu nadakkunnathenu ariyan chuttum nokki. Aval adyam kandathu avanea ayirunnu. Thane thaneenokki nilkkunnavane. Aval vegam mukham thazhthi . veendum ezhuthan thudangi. Entho ulavili pole aval avane veendum nokki.

Annu vaikittu avan avale kana aayi vazhiyil kathu ninnu. Aval appolum oli kannittu avane nokki.

Randu divasm kazhinjappol avante kootukaran vannu. Ennuparnjaal jeevithathil avan arenklum parnja anusarikkumenkil athavan mathram aayirunnu. David aathayirunnu avante peru. National basket ball champion shippinu guwahatiyil poyiirikkukaayirunnu avan. Avideninum randam sthanam anu colleginu kittiyathu. David aanu best player. A college adyam aayittayirunu aa championshipinte national level vare ethunanthu thane.

David vannappol thane karyangal okke mansilakki. Thante koottukaaranu suspension kittiyathu ellam manasilakki. Avanu adisayam onnum thonniyilla. Ennenkilum ithum ithil kooduthalum sambhavikkum ennu avanu ariyamayirunnu. Avan ajayinem kooti mustafayude aduthu poyi.
“ivied chilaru pokunnathu arkokkeyo samadhanma anennu kettallo naj. Atharokkeyanennu arinjal kollamayirunnu.” David parnju. Karyam olichirunu palthum vilichu paryumenkilum davidinem ajayinem mustafakkum koottukarkkum pediyaanu. Avan payye pirakile vathil vazhi purathirangi. Appolekkum david avane pidichu. Ennitu payye avante kathil parnju. “iniyum nee avane kaliyaakki ennarinjal panni pulannukalyum parnjekkam” “entha Mustafa sukhangalokke thane” onnuma riyathavane pole david ellarodum aayi parnju. Thirichu nadkkan thudangiyappolaanu avan athusradhichathu. Oru penkuttiye thane kannima chimmathe nokkiimilkunna ajay. Avante nottathil ninum rakshapedan sramikkunudenkilum idakkidakku avane thane nokiyirikunaa oru penkuttiyum. Avanajayinem vilichu kondu avarude classil ninnum irangi.
“aaraaneda aapennu” avan chodichu
“ethu pennu” ajay onnum mansilakathathu pole chodichu
“mone kalikkale ichayanodu kalikkalle ithupole ethra ennam kandittullathada njan. Sso ennalum avale sammathikkanam ninte mansuvare mattan kazhinjallo” avan parnju “hats of u sister” athu avan parnjathu urakke aayirunu.
“poda chumma thamsakalikkalle enikkangane onnum illa” ajay ozhinjau marannokki
“ nee ichayanodu ithu vare onnummarachu vachittillallo pinneentha ithu mathram” david avanodu paribhavichu
“ey angane onnumilleda avale kandappol oru ishtam thonniyathupole” “njanavalaepatti anweshichu peru lakshmi achan government udyogasthanaanu oru pavam ammakku pani onnumilla veetil undaakum. Oru santoshamulla kochu kudumbam athanu avarude veedu avale njasnehichal avalodu najcheyyunna ettavum valiya droham aayirikkuma thu aathu kondu venda ente ishtam enikku adyam aayi thonniya ishtam athu ente mansil thane irikkattevettujaykku kayrichellan pattiya veedalla avaludethu. Athu kondu venda. Avalkku kanneru sammanikan njan illa” avan paranju niruthi
“aval ninakku vendi karayan thayyar aanengilo” david avanodu chodichu marupadiyaayi akamshayode oru notam nokkan mathrame ajayinu kazhinjullu. Avanu onnummansilaayilla.
“chekkante nottam kandille aakrantham pidikkenda namukku sari aakkam neepedikkathe iri” david aprnaju
avanu aake aakamshaayi

“engenae aaneda parayeda please ente punnar aichayanelle onnu parayenne please”avan chodichu hm nokkatte ennu mathrame david parnjullu
anu vaikittum avale kathu avan colleginte munpil ninnu. Koode davidum undu. Avane nokkunna lakshmiyeyum lakshmiye nokki nlkunna ajayinem avan sradichu.
Appolaanu thante kootukaran pranayathil veenirikkukayanenum athu athmartham aayittullathanennum davidinu mansilaayathu. Avare onnipikkan avan theerumaanichu.
“Eda nee avalodu thurannu para”
“enthu” jay thirichu chodichu.
“Kuntham ninakku avale ishtam aanenu para allathe enthu paryaan” david avanodu parnju
“ninakku vere pani onnum ille avalodu ellam paryaan polum nja ninnodu ellam parnjathalle avale patti pinnem ithenthuva ippo ingane oru parachil” davidnodu jay chodichu
“appo njanum ninnodu chodichille aval ninakku vendi karayumengilo ennu athariyaan vendi mathrama” “ nee onnu chodikkeda”
pinneninakku vere pani onnumille” avan kaliyakkunnahtupole parnjittu baikilekku kayari.
“Ennal aliya nine nja sariaaki tharm ithu nja sariyakki tharameda aaha nja parnjal kelkkilaa alle” david jayinodu vilichu parnju. Enittu avanthante bikilum kayari. Randu bikum onninu pirake onnayi ore disayilekku neengi.

Ithu thudarnukondeirunnu avan ennum avanale kanaayi kathu ninnu aadyam oke collegil anenkil pinne pinne athu busilekkum avalude veettilekkum okke maari pakshe avar samsaasichirunnnillla. David avane nirbandhichu kondum irunupakhe avan sammathichilla. Ajay maari kondurukkukayayirunnu avan collegil adi undakkalokke niruthi allenkil avalude munnil niruthi ennu parayunnathayirikkum sari allathe poornam aayi niruthiyirunnilla. Avane kaanum pol onnum cheyyathe aval ethane nokki nilkumaairunnu avan.

Oduvil davidinte nirbandhathinu vazhangi avan ellam samsaarikkam ennu sammathichu. Avan lakshmiye kandu avalodu avan parnju “innu college vidumpol gatil onnu kathu nilakaamo korachu samsarikkan undu nja kathu nilkkum” ennu paranjittu avan poyi.

Annu vaikittu avan avale kathu ninnu gatil kore samayam kazhinjittum avale kaanundaayirunnilla. Avan kathirunnu kore adikam neram oduvil aval vanu.
Oru punchiriyode avan avalude aduthekkunadannu chennu.
“enthenklum arayan undenkil vegam parayanam enikku pettennu ponam”aval paranju niruthi.
“eniku kore samsaarikkan undu nnakku samayam undakilla enu enikkariyaam athu kondu nja ellam ithil ezhuthiyittundu ithu vaayichu nokkiyaal mathi”ennu paranjittu avan avalkku oru kathu koduthu
aval pettennu thane athu medichu poyi
avan avale thane nokki ninnu.


Aval veetil chennu kathu thurannu athinte ulli enthanenu avalkku ariyaam thaniku kittuna pranaya lekhanam aanu aadyathethallenkiluam aval athu kitten orupaadu kothichirunu. Avan aranenno enthanenno ariyilla enthaanu avanilishtamayathenno avalkkariyilla pakshe onnu mathram avalkku ariyamaayirunnu. Thanikku ajay ine ishtam aaennu. Aval kathuthurannu
“lakshmi,
enthu paryanam enno evide thudanganm enno enikkariyilla. Pakshe onnu maathram ariyaam enikku nine ishtam aanu. Orikkalum aagrahikkan paadiallathathaano ennu enikkariyilla pakshe enik nine ishtam aanu. Athinu munpu njan araneenu nee ariyanam ente sahcharyam enthanennum.

Orikkalum ne vicharikkumpolathe oralal njan theruvinte santhathi. Vrithikettavan ennokke venamenkil vilikkam. Ente 7 aamthe vayasil achan ammaye vittu poyi. Enne nannayi valarthan amma valare adikam kashtapettitundu. Ente 12 aamthe vayasil oruthane kuthiyathaanu nja annu muthal ente valarchayude patha iruttayairunnu. Ini orikkalum thirichu varan aakatha vidam njan athil veenirikkukayaanu. Enthu cheyyanam enun enikkariyilla. Arudeyenkilum oru pichathi pidiyilo oru vadivaalilo theraavyunna janmam aanu entethu. Aareyum ithra naalum enikku ishtam aayirunnilla davidine alalthe. Ippol enikk mansilaayi enikku mattoraale koodi ishtam aanenu. Nine. Enikkishtam aanu nine.

Ithokke nerittu parayanm ennu karuthiyatha. Pakshe ninte mukhathu ninum oru no athu enikku sahikkan pattilla. Athukondaanu ee kathu nja ezhuthunnathu yes or no enthum aakam ninte utharam. No aanenkil nammal innu kanda sthalathu naale ee kathu upekshichu poyaal mathi. Pinne nja pirake varilla. Orikkalum nine salyam cheyyukayum illa.

Ajay

Avalkku enthu cheyyyanam ennu ariyaan padillayirunnu. Thanikku ishtam ulla oral thannodu athu parnjirikkukayaanu. Pakshe enthu cheyyum ayaalude paschthalam jeevitha sahcharyam ellam ellam thanikkethiraanu. Thante bhavi thane apakadathilekkavunna oru bandham aanu ithu.

Annu ratrhi avalkku orakkam vanilla.

Pittennu raavile ajay avale kathu gatil undaayirunnilla. Davidum undaayirunnilla. Aval annu collegil muzhuvan thiranju nadanittum avaen kandilla avante utta changathiyem. Pakshe aval kanathe avan avale nokkunnudaayirunnu. Aval orukathum kail pidichu alayunnathu avar akndirunnu. Avante prateekshakal avasinkkukaayyirunnu. Karanm than kodutha kathaanu avalude kail irikkunanthu athu thirichelpikkan aayirikkuma aval nadakkunnathu. Ddavid avane aswasippichu.

Annu vaikittu avar gatinte aduthu marnju ninnu. Aval vanu. Avanu aakamshaayi. Pakshe avarude prateekshakal ellam thakidam marachu aval oru kathu avide ittu. Annu aadyam aayi ajayinte kanu niranju. Enthinaanenu ariyilla. David poyi aa kathu eduthu ellam nashtapettavane pole athu valicheriyaan thudangiyappolekkum ajay thadnju
“vendeda athu kalyenda ente adyathem avasanthem pranyalekhanam athu ente kail bhadram aayi irikkatte” athu paranju akathu avan davidinte kail ninnummedicchu. Enittu athuthurannu nokki athil ingane ezhuthiyirunnu.

“ a kathunja sookshichu vakkum pakshe enikku korachu samsarikkan nundu aa koodi kaazcha vijayichalum illengilum athu nja sookshichu vakkum. Karanm enikku ishtamulla aalu adyamaayittu enikku thanna kathaanu athu athu nja kalyilla enikku korachu samsarikkan undu”

avante mukhathu enthennillatha oru aahladam athu kanda david aakamshayode a kathu vaayichu nokki. Ajayinekkal koduthal santosham davidinaayirunu. Avan thulli chadukayaayirinnu.

Aval parnjathu pole thannee avar avale kana theerumaanichu. Pittenu collegile lunch timil librariyil avar avalkkayi kaathirunnu. Aval vanu. Korachu pustakam nenchodu adakki pidchu mukham thaazhthi pathinja kaladikalode. Angane aayirunu aval nadannirunnathu. Aval vannu avar irikkunna tabilil irunnu.

“enthanu paryana ullathu” ajay chodichu.
“ini nja oru salyam akaumenkil nja poyekkam swargatjhile katturmpakan nja nille.” David kaliyaakki
“venda” annayirunu avalude swaram avar kettathu. Maduram aaya swaram.
“ningal randaalum kelkkan aanu nja ithu paryunnathu” “orikkalum ingane oraalodu samsarikkendi varum enu karuthiyathalla pakshe ippo vendi vannu. Karanam enikkariyaam njanum pranayathil veenirikkukayaanu.”
Davidintem ajayintem kannil oru thilakkam. “pakshe ajayinte iippolathe sahacharyam enen snehikkukvaan alla athu orutharam bhranthu pidicha avastha aanu panavumpadaviyum mathramnokkiyulla oru pachil. Orikkaluminngane oraaludde koode kazhiyaan oru pennum ishtapedilla athuthanneya njaum cheyullu. Thante ee swabhavam vachu namuku orumikanaakilla. In randu option mathrame ullu thante munil onukil aa iruttu pidicha jeevitham upekshikkuka allenkilenne marakkuka marupadi enthuthanneyalum paryanam” athuparanjittu aval ezhunettu nadannu.
“hello angane ninakku paryana ullathu mathram paranjittu nee angu poyalo. Namuku paryan ullathathu koodi kettitu pokko” ajay aayirunnu athu.
“irunda vazhi sahcharyam marakkuka upekshikuka ennokke nee parayunanthu kettu kondirikkukayaan nja ennano ne ekaaruthiyathu orikkalum alla pinne aalojikkan onnum samayam venda nja theerumaanichu kazhinju pinne kanam”

avan nere poyathu avan chachan enu vilikkunna avante bossinte aduthekkanu ellam niruthijkayaanu ennu parayann. Ayalum sammathichu pakshe avanodu onnu karuthi irikkan parnju ayaal karanam avan appolorupaadu sathrukkal undaayirunnu. Orikkal athil ninnumiorangiyaal pinne avar avane vettayaadum. Athu avanum ariyamaayirunnu athu kondu aa karyam avan rahasyam aayi vakkan theerumanichu. Pittenu avan laksmiye kana ayi poyi. Ithavana koode david illayirunnu avan avarkaayi oru gift vangan poyirikkukayaayirunnu.

“njan theerumanichu enu paranjille innu muthal nja oru puthiya manushyanaannu aa pazhaya jay alal ajay thaanu nja ippol ee mattam kore divasmaayi enil undaayikondirikkukaayaayirunnu. Njan nine ente amayude aduthu kondupokan aanu vaanthu innale ee vivaramp paranjppola ammaku santoshmaayi nine onnu kana menu parnju amma athukondaanu vilikkunnathu nee varumo ente koode.” Avan lakshmiyodu chodichu

“varam innu muthal athu ninte mathram ammayallalo enteyumkokde alle angottu varanam enkil neeneevilikkenda” aval parnjathil oralpam kurumbum swathanthravum undaayirunnu. Oru kalikoottukari kootukaranodu paryunathu pole.

Avan avaleyum konduavante veettilekuu poyi. Avide aval kandu oru kattilil onnum mindan aakthe oru vasm thalarnnu purathekkum nokki kidakkuna avante amma. Avante cheriyil avale kandappol avide yulla aalukal murumurukkan thudangiyirunnu avale pati pakshe avante oru nottama thu ellam niruthi. Aval avide vere oraale koodi kandu. Meenu oru paavam penkutti avalekkalum cheruppam aanu kana athra bhabngi onnum illa. Pakshe snehikkan ariyam enu ajay parnju.

Aval lakshmiyodu parnju “chichi sundari aanu bhagya vathiyum alle jayettnu ishtamakumaayirunnillallo. Randum kana nalla cherchayundu kollallo”

Appozhekkum davdum vannu. Pinnemeenuvum davidum thammil vazhkkayi. Nalla ramsaanu athu kandu kondunilkkan davidinu aval pirakakteh poya oru aniyathi aanu. Thane vilkaan nadakkunna thante chettanekkalum ethrayo bhedam aanu avalkku ee ichayan. Angane anu david ellarudem ichayan aaythu adyam avan meenuvinte mathram ichayan aayirunnu.

Athaayirunnu avarude ellavarudeyum jeevithathile ettavumn santosham ulla divas am. Anu vaikittu laksmhiye veettil aakiyittu thirichu varunna vazhi davidinem ajayinem oru sankhamaalukal valanju thannodulla pak theerkan vannavarodu jayaavunnathra parnju nokki. Pakshe oru rkshayum undaayirunnilla avar aakramikkapettu kore n eram ethirthu ninnenkilum avarude adi ettu daivd aydm veenu pinnedu ajayum ajayinu bodham vannppol avar raodil kidakkukayanu thalyil ninum chora olichirangunndu davvidinte thalkku chuttum raktham thalam ketti kidakkunnu. Avan daviinem eduthu kondu hospital lakshyam aaki neengi. Korach kazhinjppolekkum oru auto kitti. Pakshe aasupathriyil ethichppolekkum david marichirunnu. Annu ajay orukuttiyepole irunnu karanju.


Avanem hhospitalise cheythu. Moonu divasm kazhinjanu discharge cheythathu. Annu avan lakshmiye vilichu pakshe aval undaayirunnila. Oru dance competotionil pankedukkan bhuwaneswril poyirikkukaayayirunu aval. Avan avalkku oru mail ayachu

Lakshmi
Orudivasm enkilum ne vicharichathu pole oraalayi nadakkan sadichathil enikku santosham undu paksheini athu pattum enu enikku thonnunilla orikkalum nja aavazhiyilekku thane thirichu pokendi varum. Enikku bhranthu pidikkunu nee enne verukkanam orikkalum nee agarahicha oru jeevitham tharna enikku kazhiyilla. Ninte vveetujar pparyunnathu pole oru klayanam kazhichu kuttiyakumpol nammal theerumanichathu pole oru peridanam aananekil Aakash penkuttiyaanenkil Asha.
Ennumninne snehikkunna mansode ajay

Avide ninnum avan nere oyathu coloniyilekkayirunnu thante santosham thakarthavarude jeevitham thakrakkan


Airport announcement kettitaanu avan unarnnathu. Flght no IC1309 Indian airlines from Mumbai to Budapest through London is arrived.
Flight vannu avale kan aayi avan nokki ninnnu. Doore ninnum avan kandu oru typical malayali penkuttisariyum uduthu oru bagum thookki irangi varunnu oru nimisham avan thante college jeevithathilekku madangi poyi pakshe davidine kurichorthappol avante kannukal nanaju.

Aval avante aduthekku vannu
“hi” varahngalkku sesham avalude aa sound kettappol avanu santosham aayi.
Avar avante veetilekku poyi
Entha monte peru avan chodichu
Aakash avan parnju. Avaante manasil oru punchiri vidarnnu.

“Husband” avan avalodu chodichu
airforcil pilot aayirunu 4 kollam munpu oru air crashil marichu. Addeham aanu ivanu ee peru ittathu aakash.
Avan punchirichu enikku valare ishtam ulla peraayirunnu aakash.

Pakshe addehathinte aakasham kanathe poyi. Avalude mukhathu oru tharam nirvikaratha.. entho nedan ulla oru aagraham.

Ippo ivide vannathu.

Oru buissines deal. Ente cheriya company valaraan thudangukaya oru international coloboration.
Hmmmm avan onnu mooli pinne onnum avan avalodu chodichilla

Koracu nerathe mounam.

Nee engane ivide ethi. Aval avanodu chodichu.

Anu aa sambhavathinu sesham nja nadu vittu ponu pareeksha polum ezhuthan pattiyilla. Avide ninnum ponnu manglore Mumbai angane angane kore sthalathu. Aadyam okke workshopilum driverum aayittoke work cheythu. Pinne orikkal oru german kaaran ente vandiyil kayari. Ente story arinja ayal enne ingottu kondu vanu ayaalude ividuthe work shopil oru mechanic cum driver aayi work cheythu, ivide vachu nja engineering degree eduthu. Adehathinte workshopil pinne nja manager aayi. Ippo Ferrari kku vendi vehicle design cheythu sample model undakki kodukkunnathu njangalude workshoppil ninum aanu.

Oru mystery alle angu kochu keralathil thallu kodi nadanna njan ingu germaniyiloru multi national companiyude main design engineer.

“family” aval chodichu.

Still enjoying batchelor life. Pinne kashtapaadum durithavum kanan vayyathathu kondu ente pengale koodi ingottu konduvannu. Appolekkumavar avante veettil ethiyirunnu.

Randu divasm kazhinju naale aval madangi pokum. Annu raathri avanu ottum orangaan pattiyilla. Pittennu raavile avan avale air portil kondu chennakki

“Nee poyittu ennenkilum thirichu varumo. Njan eenum kaathirikkam ninakkayittu varum ennu oru vaak ummathram keettal mathi enikku. Kazhinjathellam namukku marakkam. Oru puthiya santosham ulla kudumba jeevitham thudangaam. Nee varumo thirichu. Athu mathrma arinjal mathi enikku.” Avan avasanam aayittu avalodu chodichu.

“Enikku…. enikku…. Ariyilla kathirikkan pattumo enno oru puthiya kudumbam thudangan pattumo ennu enikakriyilla

avan thirichu nadannu. Prathyasa nasichavane pole. Avan carilekku kayari. Enittu potti karanju. Appol avante mobile sabdichu. Avan phone eduthu.

Randu nimishathe nisabdathakku sesham avan kettu “njan varaam kaathirikkane”

Avanu thante chevikale viswasikkan pattiyilla
Avan airportinte ulliekku odi pakshe security guarda avane thadanju avide vachua avan kandu airportile telephone boothil ninnum oru chiriyum aayi santosham niranja mukhavum aayi irangi varunna avante lakshimiye.


Avanu santosham adakkan pattyilla.

Avan kathirunu. Randazcha kazhinjappol aval thirichu germaniku vanu. Avante oppam oru puthiya jeevitham thudangaan.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

puthu mazha

annum pathivupole weekly paperil pk yude kavitha unddayirinnu. aval kore thavan athu vaayichu. vaayichittum vaayichittum mathiyaakunnilla.athraku manoharamaanu pk yud ekavithakal. aval pkyude oru aarradika aanu. engineyaanenu ariyilla aval pkyude aradikaayathennu ariyilla. avalkkku addhathine ishtama anu. bangloril aanu aval padikkunn eachan oru businees kaaran aanu. ellamthikanja oru jeevithamaayirunnuavaludethu.


annum addehathinte kavitha vaayichathinu sesham aval orkutil kayari. adyam poyathu than pk kkayi thudangiyittulla communitiyilekkayirunnu. hmm kollam members 21 peraayi. korenaalayi thudangiyittenkilum aarum ahtil join cheyyrundaayirunnilla. avasanm join cheythethu aaranennu nokkan aval membersinte idyiloode poyi.
oru rahul avanaanu avsanam aayi kayariyirikkunne. oru thanks parnjekkam ennu avallku thoni. aval avante profile visit cheythu. manoharmayittanu athu undaakki vachirikkunnathu swantha photo all ittirikkunnathu randu kochu koottukaarude padam aanu.
aval avante proflilloode onnu poyi. oru kavitha vaayikkumpole. prithyekichum avane kurichezhuthiyahtum pinne avnte matchine kurichu ezhuthiyathum ellam. avallku athu ishtam aayi.
pkyude communitiylekku swagathamennu parnju aval oru scrapum ittu. enittu pinne thante koottukar aycha scrapukalkokke marupadi nalki aval logout chethu.

but pettenu entho oru ulvili pole aval thirichu login cheythu.aaro avale kondu login cheyyichathu pole. apol rahulintescrap vannu kidakkunundu. swagathathinu nandi
aval appol thanne marupadi ayachu nananyi ezhuhtumallo thanikkum ezhuhtikoode ennu. avnte oru chiri mathrma ayirunu marupaid vannathu. aval vendum ayachu sathyamayittum aanendo. pinnekore neram kaathirunu enkilum onum vannilla.
vaikittu aval veendum login cheythu. appol rahulinte friend request vannu kidakkunnu. ariyillahte aareyum friend aakkatha aval anu avane friend aaki. avane friend aakkiyal kozhappom illa ennu avalude manasil thonni. avante scrapum vannittundaayirunnu sorry net connection poyi athaanu marupadi aykkahtirunnathu. a sorry oru friend request aayittu nja sweekarichu ini prasnam onum illallo.

avar valre pettennu thnane friends aayi.avar randu perum onlil vannal aadyam nokkunnathu matteyal online aano ennayiirkkum.
avante language aanu avale avanilekku ethichethenkil avalude nishkalankamaay chodyangal aanu avane aakarshichathu.

oru divasam aval avanodu chodichu thanikkengane ithreyum bhangi aayi ezhuhtan kazhiyunnu. aa enikkariyilla athaayirunnu avante uthram. pinnedorikkal aval chodichu than pkye kandittundo. undennu avan marupadi parnju.avalkku aake aakamshaayi. engine aanu kandittullathu enu aval chodichu. avan onnu chirichu kondu parnju. nja ennum raavile kannadiyil nokkum.
eh? aval onnum mansilaakathathu pole chodichu. avan onnu chirichu oru punchiri. avalkku adyam onnu viswasm aayilla but avallku mansilaayi than ithra divasavum than chat cheythu kondirunnathu pk ennu churukki vilikkapedunna paavam kootukaanaodaanennu. aval aake thrilladichathu pole aayi. enthu paryanem aennu ariyilla.
aarude firndship valrnnu.
avalkku eno avanodu oru ishtam thonni athoru pranyam aano enariyillayirunu. avalkku avanodu oru ishtam thonni. athu venda ennum avalkku thonni thanne avan oru koottukaari aayittanu kaanunne ennanu aval karuthiyathu. avane kaanaan thonnunnunhdene aval avanodu oru divasm parnju. avan ahtu sammahtichilla. avalkku visham onnum thonniyilla.
avar veendu chattinginte lokathekku kadannu. avar parspam randu peruyum mansilakki.
orikkal aval avanodu parnju nja ennekilum moonaarilekku varunnundenkil athu ninne kaan maathram aayirikkum. moonnarinu aduthulla oru gramthil aanu avte veedu.
avar oro nimsham kazhiyumpolum aduthu vannu kondirikkukayaayirunu. enthenkilum santosham undenkil aval aadyam avanodu paryum avanum thirichu angane athanne aayirunnu. enthelum vishamam vanal avar onlil vannu matte aalude munnil irunnukaryum. athayirunnu avarude relation ship.
angane avalude ppirannal vannu. avalkku annu oru card vannu
ente priepetta koottukaaikku iniyum oraayiram jvasnathavaum sisiravum mazhayum kaana idayundaakatte enu aasamsikkunnu with lots of love oraaayiram vasnthakalthe pranayavumaayi ninte paavam koottukaarn.

athu avalude ettavum santoshamulla divasm aayirunnu. aval avanodu enthu paryaan aagrahicho athu avan avalodu parnju.

avalkku avane kaan thidukkam aayi. avate naadu moonnar inu aduthulla oru grma aanennu maathrm avalkkariyaam. aanenu maathrame avalkkariyoo. allathe onnuma ariyilla
aval avne kaan pokaan theerumaanichu aval avanodu parnjilla kaan varunu ennu.

angane pokan ulla divasm vannu aval nall santoshathilaayirunnu. thanikku ettavum priyepettavane kana pokunnathillulla aakmshaayirunnu ini randu divasam than online undakkila enu avanu offline message ittittu aval avane kaanan irangi

pittennu raavile aval avnte nattil ethi malyum puzhyum okke ul sundaramaya oru gramam. adikam aalthirakkonnum illa. oraal nadannu pokunnundu.
aval vilichu ayal nikkunnilla oru 22 vaysu praayam varum. aval pinnem pinnem vilichu avan nilkkunnilla. aval pirake odi ehti enittu ayaale thatti vilichu appol ayaal thirinju nokki aval ayaalodu rahuline pattiyum pkye pttiyum okk echodichu ayaal marupadi onnum parnjilla.
avalkku aake deshyam aayi
pinne aarodokkeyo chodichu aval avante veettil ethi oru cheriya veedu ennalum kanakollam athra valiya oru saadaran veedanu avntethu avante veedint emunnil thaneyanu puzha. jeevikkan ettavum nalla sthalam enu avalkku thonni bhoomiyile swargam enokke paryille athu pole thanerikkum. koode vanna koottukaari aalodu parnju jeevikkukaanel ivide jeevikkan bhoomiyile swargathil parnanekkalere thanen snehikkunnavante kaikali athum oru gandharvante oppam. ur so lucky girl .
appolekkum veettil ninum oraal irangi vannu.a vazhiyil vachu kandaa aal. kood eoru sthrreyum undu.
aval avane onnu thurichu nokki ingottanu varunnathenkil thangale koodi koottan paadillayiruno ennulla rthathil. enittu aas threeyodayi chodicuh raahul.
avar poarnju aa ithaanu raahul nja avante ammaya. avan parnju randu per varunnundennum athu niingal anenum, avan raodl vachu onnum undakendallo ennu karuthiya ningalodu onnum mindaathe irunnathu. allenkil ningalem kootkondu vannene.
ennal ninakku njangalodu paryan paadillayirunno njangal ninte kokde thnne avarillayirunno. marupadi parnjathu ammayaanu. ningal avanodu chodichathonnum avn keettittilla. paryan aanel avanu kazhiyukayum illa. 6 kollam munpu undaaya oru accidentil avnte kelviyum sambhasha sakthiyum poyi. oru kaikkum swaddenam illa. athinu sesham avan kavitha okke ezhuhtaan thudangiyatu. pakshe ningal chodichathum athu chodichavarem avnu mansilaayi. avalkku enthu paryenam ennu ariyillayirunnu. aval avante mukhathekku nokki. avante mukhathu appolum undaayirunnuaa nishkalankam aaya chiri.

aval korachu kazhinju poyi thirichu vannppol ull satosham onnum avalude mukhathuundaayirunnilla
than kaana ettavum aagrahicha thante pranenaklere thanne snehikkunna koottukkarane kurichulla dharnakl aellam thettayhthu kondaayirikkum

aval veetil chenu yahoovil login cheythu appol avante offline undaayirunnu
nammal cheraan padila ennu thonnunnu nee nnekandallo orikkalum ninakku cerunna oraalla njan. enittum etho oru nimishathil njannja ninne aagrahichu. enthinaanenu enikkariyilla
athu thettayi ennu enikkippol thonnunu. nammal orikkalum koodan padillayirunnu
nja ninne sarikkum vishamippichu enikkariyaa mingane oruthane alle nee agrahichirunnathu . alle . hm ninakku sammtham aanel namukku ennu koottukaaryai irikkam

divasngal palthu kazhinju venal kaalmakzhinu avalude marupadi onnum undaayirunnillaavan vishamatohde anelum aa sathyam mansilaakkan thudangukayaayrinnu aval thanne ittu pokukayaan ennu. avan athu ulkollan thudangi. mazhakkalm varaarayi
oru divasm vaikittu avan veettil ninnum purahtekku irangan thudangukayayirunnu puthu mazha varukatyaan
prakruthi athine varvelkkan thudangukayaanu kattu adiikkunnunduveedinu munpil oru lancer vannu ninnu athinte munnile door thuranu oru nalla manushyn purathiragi. ayal avnte aduthu vannu parnju njan paryuunnatohonum nee kelkillaennariyam ennalum ee kavikku oru sammnavum aayittanu nja vannirikkunnathu
enittu addeham poyi lancerinte bak door thurannu. athil ninum aval purathekku irangi. prakruthi avale varavelkkunnahtu pole oru prithyeka bhangiyilekkethi mazhayum peythu. aval payye avnte maduthekku nadnnu chennu. enittu avante mukhathu nokk iparnju. nee entha karuthiye njnaninne vittechu pokum enno .e nikku parekshaa aayyirunu athame ithreyum naal varathirunne. mazhakku sakthi koodukayaayirunnu. avan onnum kettilal ennalum avnu ellam mansilaayi. avante mansilum puthmazha peyyukkyaayirunnu.